Jen’s been learning about trusting in God and seeking His will when stressed instead of going it alone. There’s good news, and there’s bad news. The good news is, when she’s done this she’s invariably gotten the direction she needs. The bad news is, well, she didn’t like what she was supposed to do:

My prayer to know God’s will was so quickly answered, the path forward so clear. And I thought: “That sucks!”

Alas, the way is narrow, etc. Easy to say, less easy to do what Jen’s doing.